I feel guilty that I am alive and she is not. As a mother, it is my job to protect my children. And I failed. I failed the most important job out there.
Sometimes I still can't believe it. Sometimes I think it's just a bad dream and I'll wake up soon, or the phone will ring & it will be her. But it's not going to happen. Because I failed.
Most of the time when you fail, you can get back up & try again. How many times have we heard the line "just try again". This time you can't. There are no "do-over's". It is a one time shot. And I failed.
I am so sorry that I failed.
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